a certain amount of pain with desire

a post that's been days in the churning....

he said that there is a certain amount of pain in desiring...
how profoundly true...
in desiring anything...anyone...any place...

my pain manifest in a tugging in my solar plexus and/or a tension just behind my bottom lip...funny...that's same temsion that accompanies that instant just before a first kiss...

then, he added, to have is to no longer want...again profoundly true...

but then again, does this HAVE TO be true?

well...this post goes to show that days do not brig words to express the ineffable...

oh well...blue