work from home all morning
beach in the afternoon
oyster bar 1st...actually ate oysters and salad and (badbad) a pina colada
sit on the beach...get chased back by the tide
read...walk...romp in the waves...power walk the knee deep edge of the churning gulf
home...shower...dinner...wine...laugh...change...off to watch the sunset
rainbows laid before me in the wet surf licked beach...tread the hues and marvel at the majesty...a moment of near tearful appreciation for the opportunity just to be...me...
off to the outdoor bar on main street for dessert (badbad)...and a cosmo (sooobad)...
home agian...into pj's in front of the tele...phone rings...up again...dressed again...ALL are gathering 'round the corner at the new watering hole...
down the street around the corner only to be greeted by...SHHHHHH...he's on the phone...
inside unexpected Joe...met a new girl...nice girl...can't stand that tard guy that hangs around with joe...he's got bad vibes about him...flesh crawls when pam rubs his shoulders after joe's...
stay a bit...no more drinks...no more food...whore of an ex-best-friend's ex is off the phone...charming as always...funny funny....he interrogates the new girl...will she marry joe??? when?
ex friend's ex talks to me of the stalker whore and how she seemed diminished and humble when he ran into her...different from her cocky old self...yet he admits that the place she works in prime hunting ground for that rich man she always seeks to snare...poor joey ( different guy...not tonight's joe)
30 mins...enough...time to go...kisses all around..whore's ex critiques roommates lip gloss on his cheeks...turns to me and says, "let me go over here and get something real" (from my glossless lips he means)....kisses (again) on each corner of my mouth...eyes lock...so charming...yet...yet...hmmmm...maybe just not the man for me...
and we're off...
home... back into the pj's...and still have that feeling of a pending, what's next???
signed...for a good time..call...blue
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